i just woke up from a really intense dream about larry. it's been 2 years since i broke up with him which is why he's been on my mind. in the dream i called him and we met in philly. i was trying to get a t.v. home in a shopping cart, and he was walking with me. he told me about his job working at some production company and all the projects he was working on, and he asked me about what had changed in my life and i said, well one of my sisters got engaged and another had a second baby, and he said that's not what i was talking about, but i didn't tell him anything that was going on in my life because all i could think of was how unsatisfied i was feeling.

we were walking into west philly to buy some vegetables at an international store and he kept touching me in a very warm way. at some point we started kissing, and he was kissing me all over my body, telling me how beautiful i and each part of me was. i started thinking, i don't want to get back together with him, but it was ok because just short of having sex he pulled away and said something like, that's enough for me. then i said, that is exactly what i needed.

i also dreamt that molly and i got in a big fight about everything we disliked about each other, but it was like for the purpose of bringing ourselves closer.

that was a total wish fulfillment night of dreams.