btw, just to see if i was in fact crazy, i googled "i feel lucky to be with you." apparently it's not that common a sentiment; two sites came up, one was like some kind of a script for dentists visiting elementary school classrooms, and the other was some boycrazy teenybopper's aol page. i also searched just "lucky to be with you," which was equally anticlimactic; the first site was a horrible, horrible website for guys telling them how to manipulate girls into liking them, and all the rest were bon jovi lyrics.

so now at least i know that not only am i crazy, but i have no life.